May 2013
21 posts
Les miserable
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I am a burning building bringing everyone inside to the ground.
I wish I was dead.
:( rather, sometimes I wish i had never been born
Whyyyyy can’t I sleep.
I can’t believe I actually thought things would change.
This one time i thought I meant the world to someone.
I was wrong.
April 2013
16 posts
This one time i thought I meant the world to someone.
I was wrong.
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...Watching This Is Too Goddamn...
aal0329:
I wish you would look at me that way. And then I hate myself for thinking that.
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kicking drugs without weed is pointless.
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1 tag
Dear god,
I just want you to know how sick I am of being 2nd best. I’m tired of being either too little or too late. I’m so tired of trying so hard to make someone fall in love with me. If you exist, and you made me to be like you, than why do millions of people base their lives on mediocrity and/or failure? I just don’t understand.
I’ll never fall in love again.
March 2013
5 posts
2 tags
So I’m a little depressed. I hate myself lately.
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I've given up on love
Forever, I believed love trumps all else. Now, it seems I’m always too late, or too early, or I do too many drugs(apparently, two or three is a fuck ton). So, do you know what I say? Fuck love. Fuck it dirty, and fuck it raw. Everyone I fall for says it’s just not the right time. Well, I’m sick of waiting. I’ve been patient for a long time now. It’s now or...
fuck it.
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i walk into the room…dripping in gold.
February 2013
3 posts
Anonymous asked: You're awesome.
Don't fucking bother
asking me to hang out with you, or do drugs with you, or watch movies with you, or cuddle with you, or anything with you if you’re just going to fucking ditch me and then get pissed at me for hitting you up. remember, i’m wasting my time waiting for your fucking ass all the fucking time too. and no, this isn’t one of those posts where i bitch and bitch about someone who ripped...
January 2013
7 posts
Disclaimer: there is, in fact, one that got away.
I’m really bummed out because there’s this girl that I love and she’s in town right now and even when she isn’t I can’t ever stop thinking about her and how I love her so. So. Much.
…and she doesn’t love me back.
When i woke up this afternoon, i felt particularly strange. it’s bothered me all day until just now i realized how miserable it is going day to day knowing you still don’t love me. and i can’t stop loving you. every second of every day i just want you here with me, or to be where ever you are. Nothing makes me feel the same anymore.
I’m the biggest creep on tumblr